I wanted to keep down the story of such venture, but I have no time to. Sometimes I think I'm too stubborn and mess up many things.

 "If you want to have something, you'll learn to give it up first." ---This is for something I want to hold in hand but I'm not sure If I can grasp it.

 

After I cried so many times in the past month, I finally realize how week and how stupid I am. Until now, I still hesitate if I should go for something which is not well-planned.

 

"快乐不是获得的多而是计较的少，幸福不是所遇而是自己的心态." Uncle Leung tells me so. 我的意见是＂幸福不在于平淡而在于珍惜．＂

Time to stop. Wish you all have a good and nice Christmas.